Closed Doors

Have you ever had someone close to you shut you out? Like, you're friends one day and the next they are keeping secrets from only you? Not any of their other friends; just you? Does it make you wonder what you did wrong? Or if there's something wrong with you? Does it make you feel unwanted, unloved? Kind of like they're closing the door right in your face?
This has happened to me before. Well, it does happen to me. I feel like nobody at school wants me around or trusts me enough to tell me things. One girl says I shouldn't take things so personal but I can't help it when everyone is making me feel worthless. Sometimes I wonder if they'd miss me if I suddenly stopped showing up to school. I've actually thought about not going to school sometimes. People have doubts all the time. It's a totally natural thing for humans to go through- but the amount of doubt I have worries me sometimes. I doubt everything I do because all I can think of is if people will judge me.
That's why I like this blog being anonymous. If people do judge me, they won't know my face to put that judgement to. I feel like I can write anything on here and be confident with clicking the publish button. I'm confident in myself when I'm Blogger Girl but not when I'm at school.


Quote of the day:

'Don't judge my choices without understanding my reasons'

-Blogger Girl